It’s been a while since I’ve written an update. There are things going on that make it both hard for me to write and necessary to write what’s really going on. But am I ready to really reflect? Will I be ready before the insanity of school resumes?
This olympic break has been transformational — I’ve been to an amazing event at the Olympics — Ice Dance, where I got to see Moir and Virtue take Gold for Canada.  It was awesome.
But then a couple of days later, I had to deal with the unpleasantness of a break up and all the crap that comes with that. This is where I’m at now. For friends who know me, are probably confused, but ‘the distraction’ resurfaced and is now done.  There are many reasons why it is the way it is, and my assessment is ultimately that he’s “Just Not That Into Me”. He didn’t like that assessment.  So now I’m going to deal. And I realize that I need to focus on me and school.
Sadly, this also means I’m losing Blues Dancing. To a certain degree. Saturday I’ll get to dance, but other than that I may be done for a couple of months. I need space. For right now I’m cocooning and going to focus on studying.